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Words as the Expression of Myself, as Life: Day 15


Words as the Expression of Myself, as Life: Day 15




Of course, I’m not at all close to being the image and likeness of, ‘life,’ because all I know at this moment is destruction - Destructing life without any mercy because of never seeing the actuality of this reality, that this world is not life because of the continuous and consistent abuse that we’ve allowed to be and become, one and equal to as Life.

This is not Life. These words that I’m sharing with you at this moment are all I’m  able to communicate at the moment, and these words that I’m expressing through my words, I live and communicate, as the Living Word. It’s these words that I’m utilizing to express myself and to stand, one and equal - as the words, expressing myself through communicating within words to form sentences to allow myself to come to a realization.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that the words that I voice within the totality of myself or write, have no consequences that will be manifested for myself to face my world/reality, as seeing and realizing that the words I communicate as, are what I’m existing as, one and equal as what I’m willing to live and exist as.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that words have no value or definition of, ‘who I am,’ as life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from words, as using and abusing words to NOT live as Life but only for my own self-interest of getting what I want.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the Living Word, as Life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept myself as Living empty words to gain what I want as my self-interest for people to think and believe that I’m a certain persona to feed and sustain my ego, as energy.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am able to NOT face the consequences that I’ve manifested as my empty words to use and abuse for a mere mind-purge to make others think and believe that I am this idea of Living.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe and deceive myself that I am able to ‘be and become an idea of Life’ in the face of Life, as ego.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use and abuse words for fueling my ego as energy to NOT see the face of Life but allow the ego to have power over me and, ‘who I am,’ as Life.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize that in ‘Being and becoming an idea of Life,’ fuels and sustains the ego, within this - I am creating a scapegoat to my ego and because of this scapegoat : That which I NOT face as Life will remain as Ego - and thus the scapegoat that I’ve self-created actually will remain when I’ve not accepted myself as Life, in essence to Face Life, as Words.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that I have no power and stand no chance against my precious ego, because I’m willing to Hear myself as Energy, then to remain Here and exist Here to Face Life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from Energy as the Ego.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that co-dependency on Energy as Ego is acceptable as, ‘who I am,’ as words to merely full-fill an empty void within myself to suppress all faces of Life, good and bad.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe I stand no chance against all the words that I pervert within the Ego as energy is impossible to transcend, to purify, to Face Life that I Lived.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realize that the potential of Life of, ‘who I am,’ as my current words and expression only exist of the mind - I do not accept and allow the Face of Failure, as NOT transcending words as self-expression in this ONE Life - this is not who I am.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to LIVE - Life as the Living Word.

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